I was
enjoying myself at the ballgame this evening.
Perfect weather, a nice wine cooler, fun company in the surrounding
seats. Then
over the P.A. came the traditional downer: "Please stand for our national
anthem."
And it just...bothered
me. I hate the song. I hate the
ritual. I hate the obligatory nature of
the whole thing.
To me, to be
required to stand and project a degree of fealty I might or might not feel, to a scrap of cloth, to a nation in moral
crisis, at a public event that has nothing to do with that aspect of life, is
vulgar in the extreme. Bordering on
fascist.
How does
this differ, I thought, from children being forced to pray at public
schools? What is the difference, really,
between religion and the type of group-think nationalism that masquerades as
"patriotism" in 21st -century America? Why is it perfectly okay--desirable, even--to
require members of the public to demonstrate an "acceptable" degree
of love and loyalty for the country in which they reside at any and every
public gathering, political or otherwise?
How is this any different than requiring school children to gather and
recite prayers at the beginning of the school day, to demonstrate proper
subservience to a God in which they may or may not believe? Why is one (properly) unconstitutional, while
the other is not only acceptable, but very nearly compulsory?
The degree
of love, devotion, and/or loyalty I feel to the country of my birth is a very
private matter; it's something that lives in my soul. It's nobody's business. I fail to see why "tradition" requires
me to demonstrate rote patriotism before I can watch a ballgame in peace, or be
the object of scorn, derision or worse.
It's so much
easier to stand and stare at a scrap of decorated fabric, slap one's hand over
one's heart and mouth the words to an impossible song with gusto...than to
really study and understand the foundations of the nation we call our own; to
require it to live up to its pedigree; and to be disappointed when it doesn't.
Surely in this land of the free and home of the brave, we are meant to be free to do that?