The Fateful Day

Four years ago, I went out on a wildlife photography expedition to get away from the election day hype.  I was 85% confident that the American people were not stupid enough to elect an idiot snake oil salesman to the highest office in the land.  I went to Sauvie Island for the afternoon...it was a beautiful bright blue autumn day, and I was enchanted by an amazing up close and personal encounter with a very accommodating barred owl.

I only wish the owl encounter was the sole reason that day will be forever branded in my memory.   

Because, of course, I returned home that evening to witness the horrifying debacle of Trump's victory.

In that turbulent time, after the initial shock had worn off...as much as it was EVER going to wear off, we at least had the slimmest of hopes that it wouldn't be as bad as we thought it was going to be.  That Trump might actually rise to the occasion, and become, at best, a mediocre chief executive, rather than the dumpster fire his campaign performance indicated he would be. 

That hope was stubborn, and raised its demented head every time Trump faced a challenge that needed to be met with the temperament of an adult human being.  After about the sixth or seventh such incident within the first few months of his "reign," we all realized he was exactly who and what he displayed during the entire 2016 presidential campaign, and he was not going to miraculously change or learn or step up.  Quite the opposite, in fact.

And, we watched, horrified, as the rank and file GOP lined up and endorsed the Dumpster Fire President. The dumpster fire has raged unchecked ever since.

Now, it's four years later.  After a year from hell, an entirely fitting preamble to tonight's proceedings,  the moral fate of the United States of America will again be up for grabs.  And despite all the polls and all the hype and all the "resistance," I can't think there is one human being in the entire country who believes the result of the election is sure...in either direction.  We all saw what happened last time.  We have all witnessed the ever-increasing insanity of THIS campaign season. The only thing of which we can be absolutely certain is that shit is going to hit the fan tonight.  We don't know which way the shit is ultimately going to blow.  My guess is that a fair amount is going to fall upon both sides.

In contrast to Election Day 2016, I creaked out of bed late this morning.  Rose later than I have in, I think, years...because I spent two hours in the middle of the night tossing and turning and stressing about today's events.

The day is cloudy and still...like it's holding its breath against the events of the evening.

I won't be going out to the wilderness to seek solace and distraction.  I don't think I could do that if you held a gun to my head.

Instead, we are slated to be releasing the spirit of one of our sweet feline companions to join his lately-departed brother to soar among the stars.

I can only beg the Universe to let this horrible year, this horrible day, usher in a result that is also as completely opposite of that day four years ago.