Friday, June 30, 2006

Where The Rubber Meets The Road...

So, this is it. The Big Day.

I have purposely not been focusing on what this day means, in terms of my life. In terms of my future. In terms of the awesome responsibility I will be taking on my shoulders. (Not to mention the awesome amounts of money changing hands.) The big picture is just too much for me to assimilate, and too overwhelming for me to contemplate. So mostly, I’ve been looking at this as a pile of random jigsaw puzzle pieces, each one representing one of the million responsibilities, plans, forecasts, talents, challenges, crap-shoots and sure things that, when properly assembled—over a ridiculously long period of time that is sure to try my very limited patience—will become a picture of a successful entrepreneurial venture.

Success. It’s hard to even define the word, as it applies to this situation. I’m pretty sure my hopes are not too high. At this point, I’m thinking if we don’t go broke in eighteen months we can claim success. Actually making money hasn’t even entered the picture yet.

And I’m pretty sure it’s the process that I enjoy the most, not the expected result, whatever that may be. Wednesday night, I stayed up until 2 am designing new table tents advertising our (pitiful) beer and wine list and our tiny array of dinner specials. I proudly put them out on the tables yesterday afternoon, modestly accepting the oohs and ahs of the staff. (Unfortunately, my little project seemed to act like customer repellent. Not one customer darkened the doors of the cafĂ© for two hours yesterday evening. I sincerely hope that all the other little "subtle" changes I’m planning to make as soon as the ink dries on the contracts don’t have similarly negative effects. I don’t want to go in the crapper within the first three months…)

This afternoon at 4:30 pm we will sit down and do the deed…the deed which the ever-cautious bean-counter genes I inherited from my father have been agitating against since the idea of buying a business first entered my head. Luckily for me, I have been able to blow off those genes at times when I knew that listening to them would keep me from having any kind of a real go at life. So, Dad…put in a good word for us with the Universe and just…hang on. The ride’s about to begin.

7 comments:

  1. ally123130585918June 30, 2006 at 8:55 AM

    I do so wish you good luck with your venture ~ I am sure once you get established everything will turn out great for you ~ Ally

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  2. Good luck to you!  Jae

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  3. I know you don't believe in it but that's ok -- nonetheless at 7:30 EDT I will say a heartfelt prayer that you and your husband are bathed in a sense of peace and confidence and renewed energy.

    I would pray for a smooth closing as well but God tends to ignore or worse, sabotage me whenever I make requests like that.  So I'll just hope for the best.

    http://searchthesea.blogspot.com/

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  4. Lisa, I wish you the very best of luck with this venture.

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  5. Here's to a nice smooth ride. So what do you serve for dinner? I'm back to voluntarily scarfing my salads but last time I checked there being curious wasn't fattening. LOL

    Jackie

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  6. Here's to you, Lisa... I am betting that all will go well.  You sound like you have the right attitude, all the rest will fall into place.  You go !  Tina

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  7. I'm sure Dad's cheering for you every step of the way....and so am I!

    :)

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